To NQ and 180 I did have a great night sleep last night. I didn't get up through the night like I usually do. I can't believe that in a couple of days it will be one month since H moved out. I'm still having that emotional roller coaster thing going on. One thing I haven't done in days is texting or calling H at all. I just wish in a small way my mind and heart will just let him go. And I wish I could just take down pictures of him that is still on the walls but I can't because of my boys they want to keep them up. And I don't want to hurt their feelings on taking his pictures down. Well that's all for tonight. I'll post again soon but I think I'll have to start a new topic when I log in again.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
