Harder and Harder......Part three

[Positivespin]

" I hope 38 is good because 37 sucked"

Next wed is my bday. I wrote the above line in my journal tonight...........
That's when it hit

I've lost 70 lbs
I've completed my prof cert
I have a unbelievable relationship with my daughter
I've never been healthier in my life
I haven't had a sip of alcohol since aug 2 - before that jan 7
I may be down to a 32 x32 pant and med shirt
I've never been stronger mentally or physically
I've improved my credit score over 150 points
I'm developing a tighter relationship with my siblings
I've been compiling a personal journal for almost half a year

That's an awesome year

But oh yes, my wife is having intercourse with multiple men and has left me

Has the 37 th year of my life really sucked?

I scratched the line out of my journal.........

On a personal note to the friends I've made here. I can't thank you enough! It is you that have given me the guidance and direction that got me to this place. My success ,however small, came from reading about your success and areas of opportunity in your own threads. It's been 6.5 months here and I have so far yet to go but right now, at this moment , I feel like I will be alright.......

THANK YOU....