I have too much time to think... Maybe the last time worked so well because everything happened so quickly. Right now w has not responded to my last message from last night suggesting a place to meet... She knows I am working from home and could meet whenever.... I used to try to appear more busy but that has not worked too well for me.... I half expect her to be too tired and cancel or something.... I know .. I need to settle down... Once I am with her I am sure I will be ok...


Me-45
W-44
T-7 years
M-3 years (4th anniversary July 13, but we're separated)
Kids from previous relationships (s14 d16 mine, s23, s24 hers)