I'm tired today. School started back and the routine has already worn me down. The addition of homework leaves no time to catch my breath. I cried a minute ago for the first time in over a month.

I ran the numbers today, and it appears we'll be struggling financially before the end of the year. I'm not sure what to do other than explain it to my wife and see if she can cut back on expenses. Keeping up two places, and the price of two years worth of fun has taken its toll. Eventually, I'll have to start dumping stocks and property to get cash.

Good grief what a mess.


M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later