Ran with H today, he texted and asked if I wanted to come in early for some nibbles. So , I did. I waited, he finally asked what movie we saw. I told him and explained my choice to not continue the dating.
That's neither here nor there because what I want to share is what SE2 sent.
He told me I was beautiful, kind and evolved. For the first time in my life I could accept this because I feel my insides and outsides match. That the person I was with SE2 was not a construct. It was authentically me. Okay, so he didn't get ALL my crazy, but i wasn't pretending either.
Those of you who know me on the alt or RL know I am not "beautiful". I am not unfortunate, but Victoria's Secret has yet to come knocking. But when SE2 said that, all I could think was "Yeah, I am."
