Living In The Now (La Deuxieme)

[littleGTO]

ruby,

wow. That took a lot of honest truth to let SE2 go...knowing you, I'm not surprised, and I think you did the right thing. He wanted what you did not have to give right now.

Glad to hear your life will get real busy for a while. If H and MG reunite it will give you distractions enough to only deal with yourself, so it will give you ample opportunity to have NC with your H.

I love the honesty between you and your H. But, that takes a lot of strength to open up in that way and to endure the harsh reality of what is happening.

You are right in that your H in the only one who can answer whether or not he "loves" MG. Perceptive is reality. I believe he could be "in love" (beginning, puppy love/lust) but does he "love" her (deep, true, down-in-your-soul love). I believe he loves you and I think you do too.