Is there's anything left of everything we had...

[Not Quitting]

You're right TTD180, I'm pretty sure he's MLC. Combine that with PTSD and that would make my H a serious mess.

I'm not changing my nickname so I guess I'd better buck up and get out of this funk. Going over the last few days I'm thinking its just a case of things starting to hit home - H hasn't been very chatty, the creditors have started phoning, we just signed the paperwork with the bankruptcy trustee, sis is close to losing her house, and it's been so quiet at work that I've had too much time on my hands and nothing to keep my mind of my worries.

I already had the haircut. The girls at work have taken to referring to me as Jamie Lee (Curtis) because I had the stylist cut my hair in a similar style to hers. Not a fan of people touching my feet and I don't have the spare cash anyway for a manicure or pedicure. I am off to the pool with S13 tonight and there's a hot tub there. I can see some time in there in the very near future.

When we get home I think I'll do what S13 and I did last night. We went onto FB and found some of the comedy pages and went thru the photos. I was a Special Constable in the UK before getting married so we found a Cop humour page. Some of the photos were hilarious and we both had a good laugh. Laughter is the best medicine. And combine laughter with a glass or two of my dad's homemade wine, that should buck me up.

S13 wants to build his upper body strength so I've offered to be his training buddy. He can bulk up and I can tone up. I need to lose a few pounds and some flab. I'm going to work out a training schedule tomorrow at work if it stays quiet - which probably will as my boss is in vacation for the rest of the month.

Thanks for a kick in the pants TTD180. It's just what I needed.