let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

My W had an inservice at my office today, so I made sure I looked my best and smelled damn good! I was in good spirits. After waking up feeling sad, I got my butt back on the treadmill for my personal best 3k, 31 min and 5 seconds, not too bad for me seeing how I just started running a little over a month ago and my time back then was 45 minutes!

Then, there was the scale. Besides running, I've really been watching every bite, I eat 100 to 200 calories every 3 to 4 hours and then I have a small meal in the early evening and fast until the next day. Now I had alreaddy started trying to lose weight before the first bomb. I was up to 260ish, and today, after running the scale showed 197.8! I can't remember the last time I weighed this little. Without a doubt it has been over 15 years, and I feel so much better in general.

So I was nervous about her coming in, plus I had taken a sleeping pill last night and its making me feel dull today. Anyway, I was calm cool and collected when she came in. I went about my business and essentially ignored her at first, then when it came time that I had to interact, I stuck to the business and I did ask about the kids. She was looking so unhappy, so I couldn't help myself and ask if she's been having fun and still so happy, in a friendly way. she mumbled that she was doing ok. I asked if she had anything fun in her future, she said no, and I was like "Really? that stinks"

so then she asks me if I have anything planned, I got excited and said "Yeah, quite a bit!" and then got called out of the room. After the in service I waled her out the door so I could ask about the weekend with the boys. I explained that I had plans on Sunday, so Saturday or Monday would work best for me. I think asked about my son's color guard performance at the Football game on Friday. I had asked if we could go together when I met her on Sunday, but today I told her that we don't need to go together. I said if the boys go with I'd like to hang with them, and then said "Bye, take care" and walked away feeling good.