I honestly don't know if I can ever drop the wall again. I trusted my W implicitly, she was always a good, genuine, loving, loyal person. If she can change like she has, then anyone can. I don't know if I can ever trust anyone like that again. That's not to say I can't be in love, but I don't know if I can ever "give myself over" to someone again if that makes sense.

It makes a lot of sense to me. I don't know if I could ever make myself that vulnerable again. Or if I would even want to.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home