I am trying to. I haven't been honest with myself. I'm not okay, and I'm honestly tired of telling people that I am. I'm torn and you're right I feel as though I am ripped in half, I was one with her. I haven't released her. I want to but God I miss her.
I've been praying a new prayer, one that focuses on forgiveness. I'm going to continue to pray this and memorize it.
Me 32 W 30 Married 11 D10, S6 BD#1 January of 09 OM#1 2005 OM#2 Dec 08 OM#3 March/April of 09 Back together August 09 OM#4 May 13 W moves out June 2013 BD#2 June 21 2013 Filed July 2013 D final in Oct
