Wife said she was done! House sold, Moving forward

[Maritimer]

Ha Ha , not scared but decided to take a internet hiatus for a few weeks. It actually made me feel better. I believe that information overload gets the hamster wheel in your head moving to fast. I swore off FB as I found it to be more of a brag book on how good people portray there lives to be.

I did start to start a hand written journal and discovered my handwriting is terrible and spelling is atrocious! If it wasn't for spell check I would seem like am not that intelligent. Need to improve on this skill.

Still curious if what I am doing is whats best for any chance of reuniting with my wife. It really seems (mindreading) that she is content with how things are going. She never starts a conversation just 1 word replys. We only text, never phone calls. I do miss the interesting conversations I use to have with her. I really miss being around a woman...there soft and they smell nice.

Adult learn how to swim classes is starting in September so I will be looking forward to joining that. I need to use this give of time to be the most productive I can be.

My goal weight would be 170. I peaked at 236 and am now at 188. A few pounds creeped up on me again so I need to become more disciplined on focusing with that goal. More cycling, jogging and not buying potato chips... my weakness!

I am a good father and I will continue to do so.

My main goal is for me to buy a house next spring that is near the W, that is close to daycare, her place, and their future school. Somewhere I can have the kids overnight with a fenced in yard and a big basement for us to play with. Maybe then it would be less of a problem with me having them overnight.

Doing my best holding on to this roller coaster ride were all on!