she actually is going there this morning so i can just laze into the day for a change. i'm so excited i can't move. i'm having sympathy (i guess) "symptomology" with mom- hopefuly it's my neurotic side joining in- and not some stinking germ i've caught from her!!
Nice - huh?
yesterday was kind of tiring- they all are. i'm sooooo "over" it all- hospitals-
had lovely birthday chat with my neice in DC this morning- she's turned 30- God, can remember babysitting her and she'd organize and sort buttons and decorate my workroom with stickers, etc. just tons of memories all happy of that lovely little girl- sweet, introspective, intuitive, etc.
she's a nice adult - maybe like me in that she's got guilt and worries alot. i'm better than i used to be- i try and share with her my conclusion it's mostly all for naught- she's figuring it out on her own alot tho - talking with her helps me also to get this junk in perspective. talking to someone who is speaking from experience always is nice, rather than a known ("non-believer") giving you trite and dopey advice about some thing they cannot and do not understand - or even begin to chip the surface of...
