Thanks everyone. smile It is an interesting journey and it's also fun. I can't say I have no expectations but those I have are manageable.

Starsky, thanks for the kind words. I've learned a lot about myself through you. Thanks for being in my path.

Magic Jack, Rick1963 is correct. Life may deal us a hand we didn't expect but we can still play it well. The choice is yours.

Rick, you know I love you and I was complimenting your art photos-Food with Bowtie-just yesterday. grin

Hopefulinga, you can get there but you can't do it with an anchor tied to your leg. I think I've said this before, Create YOUR life, be fearless.

GTO, first you have to figure out what it is you want. Stop all the running and get to know you, you might like you! I ran from me for a long time and when I eventually stopped, my life started to change. I found out I was likeable, even loveable. This change in me hasn't been easy, it's taken a lot of pain, and tears and reading and talking and thinking and quiet time alone. But as the song says, Wouldn't take nuthin' for my journey now!

And even tho this is secondary for me at this point, I know that H is reeling from the difference.

In fact, I may be too much for him.

And that's OK. As my IC said, I will keep me in the forefront.

Ruby and SD, just ((((( )))))

And now I need a new thread.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss