(uh hem- me, falling down 73- getting up 74 today)
reading around this a.m. (break from hospital- nazisister visiting this a.m.- yay & yay)
portia- you are soooo echoing my thoughts in yourpost and comments- so i'm adding my big fat "YEAH - so true) TO YOUR advice/comments.
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This is great advice but my brain received that message like there was a switch somewhere I needed to flip, that there was something I could DO about becoming detached.
rite? i felt too like it was pressure to become something i was not - yet- but feltlike i had to somehow figure how to do it really quickly.
i'm waaaay better- by no means "there".
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Detach. I'd like to detach his head, or like Linda said, someplace lower. Honestly I am not as violent as I seem smile
me too = also- feels mighty good to say exotic and rotten stuff. i'm always wanting to say i'd like to back over h - or something rotten about my mothr that drives me crazy - really really crazy. i'm such a do-gooder, pollyanna alllll the time.( I make myself sick) i don't even know why i can't bring myself (almost) to "fight" when someone is in my face attacking. feels wrong. tho, i'm working on overriding the "rise above it" voice and at least speaking calmly and saying my "peice" a bit. i see no value in martrying myself- need to stand up a bit more i guess inlife- at least i won't be soooo frustrated (which i am with all this stfu stuff)
i'm never "going for the throat tho"- that's soooo my mother and sister and i hate it- will never ever allow self to be like that. (or dismissive) people know - absolutely i believe it- people (alllll people- even kids) know inside when they're being viewed as a mosquito bothering someone- it is not a very nice feeling to have- i'd hate to ever send it out there.
(fingers crossed i don't) (what with not being perfect and all) (oh mannnn....)
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I am a little restless. I take that as a good sign. Better restless than the listlessness of last year!
me too- i am restless- anxious for something good to come along- idk what exactly- something... that shakes me loose and pops me out of this life i'm having at the moment. it could be a ton worse- but it's not "happy" at moment- and i'm not my usual "perky " (gag gag) self- fingers crossed huh?
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So here is to a bright future for all of us. And may our next partners push all the right buttons
amen- you're soooooo speaking MY MIND this morning...
xxoo good luck everyone and hope your day is a good one.
