better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

underdog, D15 does have a special needs trust in place. She goes to a great school and can stay there until she is 22.There are places that do "day programs" for young adults with MR once they age out of school system. I will get guardianship process started when she is about 17&1/2.. She is good and sweet and a gift. Honestly don't know how h can stand not being with her.

I live in a community property state. I know I am entitled to half. H has an account that is in his name only- inheritance from his mom( who btw he had no relationship with, I did) He has agreed to give me half of that. I know he is not legally obligated. H grew up without money concerns. I did nor grow up that way. I am facing the demons of my childhood again...
its the fears that are holding me back.
How to conquer those fears?

I better go talk to my therapist.