Lost, confused and trying to make a stand

[Live4myDay]

Release it! After a brief discussion with a pastor friend he told me it still tortures and pains me so much because when we marry two become one. And that I havent fully releasd it into God's hands. Detatch and let them go. Let God heal you.

I know words that sounds so easy. When my D was fighting for her life that night in hospital after her horrific accident, i knew what ever happened it was in God's hands that there was nothing i could do but pray.

The divorce has been harder for me than that night. And I can see why. Inever let go to God. I'm afraid to let him go completely. TRUST. I have to trust that God is bigger than any man in my life.

It really helped me tonite to reach out and accept what my friend was telling me. Cry say goodbye. be loving, hand them over as if handing a new born over to it's mother. Release with love and not hate.

Have faith stay strong in your God. My D hd traumatic brain injury along with spinal cord injury...she has completely healed from brain injury! That is what I prayed for...to have her back..her spirit her soul her essence of the amazing child of God.

It's a long journey through divorce...we can do this hold on tight!!