As much as it hurts right now you have to understand that you are still very new to all of this going on.

There is going to be much more you will be going through. Just continue to stay on track and come up with a plan of action for yourself.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER