I followed through today with starting the divorce process. I contacted wife prior to meeting with my attorney, just to make sure this is truly what she wanted to do. She made it perfectly clear that this is the direction she wishes to take with her life. Now, I will have her served, which she openly knows about and accepts (after all, this was her wish), and we will have a short get together this week to discuss how we want to approach mediation.... The ball is rolling and it absolutely SUCKZ!