Help! I'm so hopeless and devastated...

[peaceSJ]

Thank you very much for your reply. But I don't know how to detach from him, and don't want to lose hime either though he kept saying that you lost me already. I don't have family member and friends here. I'm all on my own. Now I feel so lonely and painful, and cannot imagine what life will be without him...
What kind of things can I do immediately? He claimed we are lack of intimacy, but now he is rejecting the intimacy with me...
Please help!