If it's any consolation I feel the same when H doesn't talk to me. I had a bad week last week with no contact with him and his nasty text he sent me. But that's not helping your sitch! What helped me was a good day out at the music festival with my friends and my son It helped me take my mind off my sitch and when H text me later, I wasn't that bothered whether he'd phoned or not. I don't know if it was because I had NC for a week that helped me, going out with friends, posting on here or a combination of all three I think if you have a good night out with some friends of your it may help at least for a few hours It is very hard having NC with them, I know I've been there and I'm sure a lot more have on here! Other than that I really don't know what to suggest, sorry It's just another ride on the old roller coaster I'm afraid! All I can say is that it does get better I only had to wait a week before I felt better, so not long at all. Just keep up the PMA, keep GALing, Keep up with the 180s, talk to a counsellor if you need to and look after yourself
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
It helped me take my mind off my sitch and when H text me later, I wasn't that bothered whether he'd phoned or not.
It's just another ride on the old roller coaster I'm afraid! All I can say is that it does get better 