let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

Alright, another night of crappy sleep. The good side of it is that I got on the computer and meetup.com and joined a divorce support group and a couple of groups of people that get together doing fun activities.

I'm getting it now, I can look at this as my life being ruined or as an opportunity to rediscover myself and my likes. Most married people never get this chance. Looking back I can see that I haven't really been happy for a long time and I would have kept my life on auto pilot for the rest of my life without a second thought. This is my time to shine.