Sometimes i wonder if they are putting something in the water. I feel so different these days, like I care, but I don't. That all these things occur and I just let them more or less roll off.
If I wasn't so happy, I would wonder about depression lol! Not saying that actions and words don't affect me, they do, but no where near how they have my entire life leading up to the now.
Sometimes I wonder if I live in a perpetual state of denial or if I am reaching a place I've never been before. Where Ruby is good with Ruby outside of anything or anyone else.
Lots of food for thought on the other thread, and time to deconstruct a little further, I think.
