The feel good factor from my trip appears to have diminished into nothing...
A week back, more house viewings, and I seem to have slipped back into a darkening hole. A silly tv show just threw a spanner into the works to finish me off. (A couple with the flu looking after each other!!).
I guess talk about selling the house (again) isn't helping. but I haven't seen my partner for several weeks now (we had a brief spell of e-mails, about the house, a couple of weeks back) and he hasn't stayed here now for 4 months. I guess I feel he has gone completely (although his things haven't) and I cannot see how this can change now.
I had to see my doc re BP checkm (good) this week, but she and I have some concerns regarding my eye. I had shingles a couple of years back in my eye, and on my face. Stress (I think) is causing my problems currently with my eye. She has recommended I take medication to help me sleep for a couple of weeks and to take it easy and avoid too much stess (HOW?) otherwise the shingle may return. ( I hope not, I never felt so bad).
I have been reading posts about LL, realising I haven't always been the best at meeting his? Unfortunately there is little I can do about that at the moment, however I have learnt a lesson should he ever come near me again. that seems so unlikely right now.
I guess sitting back patiently is in order, its the house thing that messes with that...
