better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

so lunch got rescheduled for today.
Part of our negotiations was I am supposed to get a new(er) car.
I've got my list and costs
Also to be discussed, health insurance for me and future costs of care of d. d will never live independent. Group homes are very expensive

I love my job of taking care of the kids. being involved and doing for them. I know though that I have underlying resentment( to h)...it festers there. how to get rid of it?

Know I shouldn't but want to ask h, how is he ok with me do everything for kids while he does his own thing?