I've listened/read tons of inspirational stuff over the last few months and something that caught my attention was that we often pray for too little or for something that isn't good for us. Since I'm trying to follow God's plan, whatever that is, I thought my prayers needed to leave it up to him.
So I finally had the convo with the guy I went out with and told him that I had a good time, but I'm so busy and school needs to be my priority. I have plans every night until Sunday, so I couldn't fit someone in unless I really wanted to and I just wasn't feeling it.
Shortly after, I got a text from xh asking how I was. I didn't respond immediately and 15 minutes later got a "have a good night" text. It was only 8:30, so I'm assuming he was just annoyed that I didn't respond immediately.
Told him I was busy but good and hoped he was too. He responded that he didn't like how our "friendship" was going and that maybe we should be enemies. Long story short, he thinks I should keep texting him, because it doesn't bother him and if he's busy he'll ignore it like I do.
I told him that I prefer to speak to my friends in person or over the phone, so he suggested that we meet up tonight or tomorrow. Yeah, it's almost 10 now, so that's not going to happen and I'm busy every night.
He seemed to be upset that I'm not available (darn!) and said guess it wouldn't work. I tried to be nice and said I'm a little more open next week, so maybe we could do something if he was in town.
Before I responded to his first texts, I was doing a meditation on my phone. Today's lesson? "conquer an angry man with love!" Just what I needed to see.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13
