Just a bad day but not the end of the world. I will not let it ruin my week. I got a flat today, and also, my lab paychecks were lost while I was out so I had no money to pay bills today. Just a really cluster-something day. I finally broke down and called my parents, feeling a bit like a loser, asking for money and how to fix a flat tire.
I originally called H to help with flat as I was so used to him coming to help me without hesitation. He said "oh that [censored].Also, I have no money to give you. (yeah right, but whatever)." and that was about the extent of his help. So I tried fixing the flat, but was too weak to get the hub things off. Several people drove by but I guess I'm not sexy enough to bother anyone for a few minutes of help. So I just drove very slow back home and will get it fixed tomorrow.
When I got home, I started to type up all these angry texts to H saying how disappointed I was, screw him for not helping me...blah blah blah. And then I deleted them all before sending. And I decided to sit down cry a bit, vent on here, and get it out of my system. It's just a bad day, and everyone gets them. H doesn't need to know how bad my life is going sometimes. So now I'm just going to make dinner and relax with a movie.
Thank you for letting me vent! I love all the internet poseters here, even though I've met none of you.
So I just drove very slow back home and will get it fixed tomorrow. 