Ruby, I share some of the same feelings as Wonka. It seems like when his GF problems arise, he comes back and talks vaguely about R. You sound like you know that you need to figure out what YOU want out of life.
I heard a good quote tonight - Life is a hyphen. Live it to its fullest. What's the hyphen? Think about what you seen on a tombstone. We live in the hyphen.
Anything going on with SE2?
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together