The rollercoaster ride continues, and I think I need a neck brace. I feel some whiplash coming on. A week ago, H and I had a great time out with D. This past Friday, H doesn't want me around him, in his house, blah blah blah. We barely spoke the entire weekend. And today he wants to ML.
Our communication is still at an all time low. I had to be somewhere tonight, and I've sent H some emails about it. Tonight h claimed no knowledge. I asked him if he was getting my emails, and his response was he gets so many that he quit reading them. So I guess one from your wife titled "Reminders/Dates" isn't one you should look at? At this point, he won't always answer the phone, doesn't always acknowledge me when I speak to him, won't answer texts and doesn't read his email. Should I get a billboard?
My GAL tonight was nice. I went to a dinner to hear Gabby Giffords and Mark Kelly. Man, that guy loves his wife. I was envious. I forgot what that feels like. I have the remainder of the conference tomorrow but will probably leave early because I have too much work to do.
And here I am when it comes to being clueless/dumb in the man category (out of practice, I guess). I went out for beers on Saturday with a guy (yes, H's friend) and we've been texting a good bit. I don't know what to make of this. He asked me for a hug when we left on Saturday. Tonight we talked about getting together for wine. I asked him what kind and he said "a surprise ;)" I thought he was in an R, but I'm not sure.
He's helping me look at houses and told me he would go dress shopping with me (WTF?) if I wanted him to. Seriously, I don't know what to make of this and am too clumsy to ask. I don't know how to beat around the bush, I'm pretty blunt.
My life is interesting, if nothing else.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
