let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

So, I have decided I am still DBing. I will continue to keep a PMA, I will continue to try to stop assumptions, I really have no idea what is going on with her and the more I detach from caring what she is doing or who she is with, the better I seem to feel.

I will keep striving to be a better father to my boys and keep them out of any R issues.

When I get served, I will try to be cool calm and collected as much as I can. and I will find others to lean on.

I will keep trying to improve myself. I am a very loving and peaceful man and this whole mess has contributed to me not acting as loving as I can be to others. I will get through this and I will help and be mindful of others along the way. This is my hard battle right now, and I need to remember that others have much harder battles that they might not make it through.

Bless you all!