While I was boosting my PMA with some exercise, P emailed to say that she's made arrangements to stay with another friend when she and her daughter come to town, but thanks for the offer.

"I don't know if you'd like to go out to dinner one night when we are there, maybe with [other friends]?"

Interesting. Isn't that interesting?

I could speculate. That's all I'll get because there won't be any opportunity for conversation. I suspect that she's unwilling to face one on one time because she anticipates the discomfort of seeing my pain or feeling her guilt. Oh well.


Me - 54
P - 59
Together 5 yrs
She left 4/2012