better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

start my classes today. need to figure when I can get in some exercise for me.have an ic appointment tomorrow. going to discuss 'my issues' jealousy has always been a big one for me.
sometimes wish I could just let go of h and move on with my life.
h spend so minimal time with kids. I allow it. kids don't want to spend time at his apt.this is their home.