Taking A Stand; What's my Position?

[Mimi00]

Thanks for your response SM...good to know im not the only one creating and deleting accounts lol

I went to church today and the main focus was changing for the better and the only person blocking you from better, is you. Also that God will use the though time you're going through to get you to your purpose. Sometimes He has to isolate you so that its just you and Him. One day you'll look back and understand why you had to go through wht you went through.

The main scripture used was on that I actually randomly came across earlier this week...so I dont think it was a coincidence I was there today:

" When a man's ways please the Lord, He makes his enemies to be at peace with him". (Proverbs 16:7)

How I apply that is....Right now H sees me as an enemy...not for him but against him because I want to hold him in what he feels is a unhappy marriage/life. If I continue to 180 to make my self better, these things also align w/ making my life more pleasing to God. One day my H will be at peace with me, the war will end in his soul about us.

I have also seen a lot of things this week with the message to "let go"
So I think that is the answer to my should I contact him or go dark question.
I will continue to not contact him and let my actions speak instead of , my words...even though my H isnt around to see everything I am doing, God is, and social media will help w that as well