Blowing in the wind....

[RosaLinda]

Hi rH, uRw, Nero, Bright, Rose, Forever, Snodderly,  thanks for checking on me! You are all so kind and are such good friends. 

thanks very much uR, I understand. You're right, my H is going to do what he's going to do. I have no control and you know what - I don't want control. Or blame when things don't turn out so wonderful as he hopes. I'll be fine. I'm good really, I just get these weak moments. 

But really I agree with you Bright and rH and Nero. It will be good to be away from him for a month. And good for him to be away from me too I think. I was hysterical when he and RT disappeared for 2 weeks last March, this time I'm letting him go on this next step of his journey with love. 

Forever thanks for your advice about my co-workers. Actually the ones who think I am ridiculous are getting divorced themselves, and are pretty bitter. You guys are right, I need to STFU around them. I shared too much when I was so devastated in March. So many nurses are divorced, it's sad. D is their answer to any road bumps. So sad. 

Snodderly this is fabulous advice: "For now, sit quietly and allow the answers to come. Try to cut down on your stress as it may be affecting your vision as well. You have to remain calm and take care of yourself because your surgery isn't that far off. It's time to take care of YOU and allow God to take care of your h."

I have followed your advice to sit quietly before and many things were revealed to me, both by my H and thru others. Thanks so much!

Off to work, I'm late! I'm grateful to have a well-paying job I love where I can help other people. It's a blessing.