180 I wish I was strong. I know everyone keeps telling me not to mind read and not to give up on H cause he doesn't know what he wants at the moment. And he needs time and space for him to work things out with his life and he needs to live in his fantasy world for awhile with OW to see that its no better then being in our marriage. I just have a feeling that he will never come back to me. I think that I should just give up any hope of him ever coming back. This is just how how feel right now. I just don't see any hope at all.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
