Blowing in the wind....

[reachingHigher]

I think being away from your H for a period of time will give you a fresh, new perspective and clear some of the cobwebs from your brain.

I was very afraid when my H went to south Florida and Puerto Rico for a two-week vacation with drinking buddies last fall.

And you know what? I wasn't in a hurry for him to come back. I enjoyed some refreshing time without the "burden" of my sitch.

And I agree with snodderly, the stress may be affecting your vision.

And distance from co-workers. I agree totally. Let it all hang out here on the boards but other people in your life can seriously detriment your feelings of wanting to reach your own goals. I had to stop talking to some friends and relatives and I even stopped going to therapy. They only saw one road ahead, D, and I didn't wanna hear about it!

Hang in there girl!