NO, I absolutely don't want her slowing down the D. I think this was the source of a lot of my anxiety last week. I spent a lot of my marriage afraid of my wifes reactions. I don't want to act out of fear anymore. I want to do what I believe is right, regardless of how she is going to react.
I want to go camping with my girls without the stress of having her around. She has really hurt me, I am not detached, and I don't want to deal with the emotions that seeing her, or hearing her, or being around her. Why is this such an unreasonable request?
