Hi ladies. Thanks for stopping in. Yes I have talked to a lawyer. Several in fact. It is going to cost soooo much money but they also said I can go after H to make him pay my legal fees. But I have no money right now for a retainer and H has no money to be able to pay all that they lawyers say I would be entitled too. And none of them want to wait and get paid after it is all settled. They say it could go on for 3 years as it will be complicated.
I am so muddled in all my thoughts. And I feel so stupid because part of me still wants to stand for my marriage. A big part of me. But after all H has done and the maniac JW has done why do I feel like this....I want to hate him so bad....and sometimes I do.
Financially I am just scared to death. I need to try and shut my mind off for tonight and make myself try and sleep. I hope you all have a peaceful night. Take care.
