you're making me hungry - fish & chips and also think of england. i really really ended up liking (alot) those bloppie big french fries (chips) with alot of vinegar. you're making me think of that/
I'm just saying to you rite now- don't let ANYONE say or make you feel like it's ridiculous. no body alive - NO BODY- HAS THE RIGHT to make that judgement for you and of you.
i've gotten similar feedback a few times- tho haven't really told the ins and outs to too many people - probably more than i should have- but i just don't give a damn what they think of me in the end. if they're my friend- they can darn well be supportive.
and if they're not- and this is some kind of tie breaker- than f them too. ('m big on that today- f' everyone) a very very stressful day.
ANYWAY- YOU'RE NICE- you know your h and what you had- you know the place it has/had in your live- etc etc etc- i feel exactly like you (except my "flutter" of the gut is more like a little dead or stunned moth laying on the floor of the cage rite now)
i'm just sayin- you'e entitled to whatever you feel or do- so am i and no one is in our particular shoes.
so, in conclusion my dear - i think dr. suess said:
say what you think- and be who you are. those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
i don't mind- you db til the cows xome home( oh mannnn- "cow") and we all say okay by us.
i had to say it- at this very moment my h is undoubtedly laying in the arms of his very own elsie the cow - telling her what a jerk i am (possibly)
you know what i think of that- won't go down that road.
xxoo have a good nite- was thinking of you in hospital all day- the nurses make allll the difference - their humanity and good humour and mater of fact and interest truly make it stomachable. the drs, not so much. thank God for the women around (and i'm not being sexist) they've got compassion & empathy
