I wish I had some wise words of wisdom for you. I don't but I do understand why you feel the way you do.
Something for you to think about: if the Dr. determines she is bipolar (which I would insist on at least one other opinion before going on those meds), how does that change your path? If you can "justify" this behavior does that mean R would still be possible? Just want you to start thinking about it.
I honestly don't see it, I see a very immature, manipulative person but I only catch glimpses into your life.
M 46 H 44 D 12 S 8 M 9 T 11 BD 2/15/13 "Makes sense to stay together" 5/12/13 Agree we are 'healing' 7/13 Definitely Piecing 9/13