One giant leap forward! - Part 4

[T1000]

I don't understand how it doesn't change my path. 6 weeks ago part of my path was me and W apart heading towards D. 4 weeks ago we were heading towards R. Now we're are not.

I will think about S3's birthday. It's too raw right now and I think it will be then too. I'm not at the point where I even want to see her face let alone spend time with her.

I'm furious with how she has gone from MC, Retrouvaille, talking about us having more kids and making a go of it to changing her mind and not even telling me. It would be one thing to find it overwhelming but not tell me she was dating. I'm not having it.

I can empathise with emotions causing actions. I struggle to empathise with hers. It's not like it's even an anger thing. Over the last few weeks she has made decisions and not only failed to inform me but also tried to hide it and lied to me.
I deserve better.