I'm really down right now. Our anniversary is coming up this next Wednesday and I almost feel like it will be the last time I do anything real special for my wife. I brought her some diamond studs today. Back when we were dating I brought her some studs but they were real small since I couldn't afford much back then (not that I can afford a lot now either). So these will be a nice upgrade for her.
She was in the bathroom again telling OM how much she misses him and that it really [censored] that she is on her menstrual cycle. Makes me sick....
That said, she has really opened up more to me this week and is a lot friendlier than she has been in the last two months. Still calls me by my pet name and talks about the future (things she wants to do in the house, future vacations, etc). I'm assuming that she is not pregnant at this point since she is on her menstrual cycle but guys are idiots - so who knows.
I love my wife but I feel like I am being tortured by this affair.
