let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

So, I had my MC with W, and the MC said he cannot help us at this time due to me wanting the R and her not wanting it. She talked about how much better her life is without me, but said that she hasn't gone to the lawyer because she feels guilty because I am such a good person and she considers me a great friend.

I asked her if she considers me such a good friend, would she consider going out as friends, she said she would and asked me to diner on Sunday. Once again, she said thata she doesn't think I can really be a changed man. I asked her if after an extended time, 20 months, if I was still showing her that I am changed, could she see believing it then, she said she probably would.

I told her that I knew that she needs time and that I want to give that to her.

Now, I know it is time to GAL. Most of the things I have come up with really wouldn't put me in contact with many more people, which is one of my issues. My W has really been my only friend for the majority of the past 20 years. I'm thinking I have to join some sort of a club or something.

I need to become a more interesting and outgoing man, for my own sake, so I can increase my likeability factor and become more attractive. The old friend of mine who taked about fixing up the motor scooter is very outgoing, knows tons of people and has a huge social life. I need to reach out to him and try to be more like him. I know that he can help me GAL.

OH! after the MC, I told my W that if we are staying separated, I need to open up a new bank account and have my checks come to me. I told her that I would give he a third of my checks for the boys, and she seemed to totally agree to it. I had really been struggling with how to bring that up and how it would go, so, I am pleased.