wife hardends heart-3

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W asks me for money again. It's something for D4's extra-curricular class which i can't afford.
I payed for the mortgage and my kids school fees this month. I'm paying also for my own expenses since W did not want share the cost anymore. It's very little i could spare.
It just doesn't matter to her that i'm living a life of a pauper. All she can think of is that i'm selfish and did not want to pay for anything more. She knows my salary was reduced.
I wish i could give more for my Ds. Hopefully, my hard work now pays off. Then, i can afford something better for them.

I'm leaving this weekend. I have made sure every lock is in working condition and repaired those isn't. I have programed her mobile into the alarm system and removed mine. I taught her how to use it and printed out the necessary steps. She don't looked like she's interested to learn. If there's an emergency, everyone panics and i'm worried. Should i program my mobile along side hers?

My father texted a message which touched my heart so much that i cried. I cried only a few times in my life. He says he fully supports my decision and prays for my reconciliation in the future. He says he loves me, something i have never ever heard before. My FATHER, the ever distant one, would encourage me in hard times. My mom is preparing my old room for me. My family were never really that 'cold' after all. I don't feel so alone now.