Thanks for checking in everyone... I can feel the love!
Things are a lot better lately. (knock on wood). I seem to be getting out of this constant panic mode, and things are looking up. I am feeling the best I have in months, although this is a marathon not a sprint as everyone says
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.