Falling Down 100....Getting Up 101

[Whiterose]

that's a very good point Linda, apathy being the opposite of love, makes a lot of sense.

Portia, I also "hate" my husband sometimes....I'm a catch:)....how could he do this to our family? I tend, like Linda, to squash those feelings and find myself blaming his mom for being such a crappy mom and his work friends for telling him how green the grass is on the other side EVEN when I know, logically, this was H's choice and no one else's.

Met with a palm reader this am (not for real but fun) asked me how long I'd been divorced (I wear my wedding band and still have my family pics on the wall so he managed to figure that out) he said that I would find acceptance in October/November....I guess we'll see