"At this point I just want to know."

Bad thing to say. All you're doing is concentrating on the D and is making her do nothing else but think about it. Indirectly, YOU are the one that is bringing up the D and not her. You haven't gotten yourself strong enough to think of anything else and are obsessing over it.

If you want to avoid a D, bringing it up all the time isn't going to help.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER