It doesn't feel comfortable mostly in a physical space way. I'm laughing as I think of this, but I used to wake up every morning missing him in the bed, I shed tears many mornings about that. I woke up this morning and thought "What would it be like to have him here again?" At present, the whole bed is mine, I have books in the bed next to me, I can move all I want in the bed and not worry about disturbing anyone, I wake up on my schedule.
It's been 2.5 years.
It would be all new again, not much different than if it was a new man, I would guess.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
