The babysteps aren't coming at all. I slept a lot of the weekend and then my sister brought her taxes down and I went to my friends to help her out as she is really behind right now. Supposed to go to her office again tonight as well.

There are too many memories of D and J and my freind D here. Good memories and now bad memories as well. Just lots of pain.

I don't really feel real down today, rather scattered, but not real depressed.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"