Dwelling on the divorce today. Really wishing I could just go away and someone would handle it all for me.

I think V day is bothering me also, I know last year I wondered if he would do anything and I got the dozen roses with the card that said the same thing he always writes on them. Hope it wasn't always a lie.

J got a dozen roses last year as well, wonder if her card said the same thing as mine.

I know dwelling on those things isn't going to get me anywhere, but that seems to be where I am at today. Guess after I sit with it for awhile maybe it will pass, sometimes it works that way for me.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"