TTD180 is right. What you're going through is normal in these sitches. You're starting to detach, you're getting on with your life. The fact that you're still not sure if you've had enough means that you're not ready to give up yet. If you were, you wouldn't be questioning it; you'd know you were at that point.

Like TTD180 said, we all have those days. For nearly 2 weeks I can't say I've missed H, but when I saw him last night that changed and once again I know I'm not ready to give up on our M yet.

Enjoy the day with your sons!

Stay strong.

Both 50
S14
M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)

ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012
H moved out - 27 Jun 2013
Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013
Closing the door and changing the locks